I hate my life............I know we all have those days, but lately those days have come more & more for me
I hate my life, I hate having no money, I hate not having a car, I hate that most of my friends live far away, I hate not being able to just pick up & go do something with them, I hate that 2 of the people I've always admired & looked up to now treat me like I'm invisible, I hate watching my Gramma get worse everyday, I hate that my mom is working 2 jobs & taking car of Grams..................
I was 'spose to go see Ash........'til cars broke down, then Mickey called me & wanted to come down & hang out w/ them last night........had to turn that down...........so I spent last night either crying or lying depressed on the couch-yeah not much fun
Out of 5 weekends I'm only gonna be @ Sun for 1 of them & that was last weekend.........next weekend's the wedding, then I make a flying trip to Freddy for Tyler & Tiffany's wedding on Sat. & take Gramps to Beloit on Sun. the weekend after that, the end of Aug is our CO's visit & the weekend after that is Unassigned Territory (YAY!).............can I have a gun? pretty please? pretty pretty please? with sugar on top?
*ErinCamille*
I hate my life, I hate having no money, I hate not having a car, I hate that most of my friends live far away, I hate not being able to just pick up & go do something with them, I hate that 2 of the people I've always admired & looked up to now treat me like I'm invisible, I hate watching my Gramma get worse everyday, I hate that my mom is working 2 jobs & taking car of Grams..................
I was 'spose to go see Ash........'til cars broke down, then Mickey called me & wanted to come down & hang out w/ them last night........had to turn that down...........so I spent last night either crying or lying depressed on the couch-yeah not much fun
Out of 5 weekends I'm only gonna be @ Sun for 1 of them & that was last weekend.........next weekend's the wedding, then I make a flying trip to Freddy for Tyler & Tiffany's wedding on Sat. & take Gramps to Beloit on Sun. the weekend after that, the end of Aug is our CO's visit & the weekend after that is Unassigned Territory (YAY!).............can I have a gun? pretty please? pretty pretty please? with sugar on top?
*ErinCamille*
- Location:home
- Mood:
exhausted - Music:Wicked the Musical-I'm Not that Girl


Comments
SO. NOT. COOL!!
lol :)
I might add, writing is a great way to vent. I still think I've dome my absolute best writing during the time i was at my most depressed. So, find a way to vent and give me a call when you need me ;)
If you give me a bit of time, I can probably find a way to come spend the day with you one of these weekends. ;)